n. 幻灭,觉醒
n freeing from false belief or illusions
1. Nah, I think it's a mixture of both, with a whole lot of disillusionment thrown in.
应该都有吧 再加上被现实打败 幻想破灭
2. Or perhaps it's merely the culmination of disillusionment of a man who simply wanted to spend his life in service of the country that he loved, but began to feel tormented by the idea that he was betraying its very ideals.
又或者 那只是一个想要用此生为热爱的祖国效力 却感觉自己背叛了理想 因此深受折磨 最终幻灭的表现
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